back on track

OK so I think the panic that we all have been feeling- while justified- has been mainly to make  sure that we have the resources we need to deal with everything.  Everything is back on track and most likely the kids  (all of them) will be coming to live with us on the 21st.  I know we are all crazy- for doing this, for being so freaked out, for everything- but a little craziness is a good thing. 

I finally got on antibiotics last night to kick this stupid cold, so i am feeling a bit better this morning.  I think that helps with the overwhelmed feeling.  I still don't quite know how we are going to handle 4 kids with RAD -since every parent of a child with RAD has told us that one child is almost more than they can handle- however, if anyone can handle this we can.  We were put on this path for a reason and now we just have to follow through.  

crazy crazy life :)