Saturday, August 30, 2008

Going back to school

I finished my first week back at UNM.  I am not sure how to react to being back in school.  I love learning, love it, but being back in the wonderful but tense college environment is something I am still getting used to.  I am honestly not sure if I like being back in school.  Not only do I have the stress of homework again but I am also under the looming deadline of a payment plan.  I am really hoping for a storyboard job again soon.  
Classes should be interesting.  I think I am holding my breath until the first assignment is turned in and graded.  Once that is over with I think I will be much happier and can get back into the swing of things. 
I also think that if i could just start feeling good again that might help a lot! I probably shouldn't expect so much.  Kr has only been gone two weeks...is that possible?  and my body is just starting to get back on track.  still I am tired of being in pain and sick it is just not a lot of fun!  

hmmm enough complaining! 
 I got some new chicks today...3 of the 4 others seemed like they were becoming roosters!  One rooster is too many in the city and three roosters is impossible.  I went back to the store today and got 3 new little chicks.  They are very cute and are friendly- which is the most important thing to me!  

I got a new haircut a few days ago.  It is super short, very cute, kind of a pixy cut. I go back and forth between feeling super cute and feeling very masculine.  I think that I will come to love the haircut given a few more days but right now I still put my hand to my head and think "where is all my hair?".  It all goes back to me being insecure about myself when I was younger with short hair.  People would mistake me for my brother Justin.  I think i was scarred for life when one of his friends came up to me talked to me for about 3 minutes said good bye and never figured out that I wasn't my little brother!   I know that I have grown up a lot since then and Justin is about a foot and a half taller than me so I no longer can be mistaken for him but I still have a complex apparently.   Silly of me I know! I guess it is one more thing to work on.  

There is some possible adoption news but we don't want to tell people about it until we know for sure.  When and if it happens I will post the news right away.  

Good night!  and Bright Blessings!!!

2 comments:

saagar said...

I'm curious to see the new look! Hope everything's going well at school.

Brittany said...

I will try and get a pic of it and post!