What is it about today that made me crazy? maybe it was the fact that i have had to deal with at least 20 arguments (probably a lot more), angry glares, and general negativism from little sis. Maybe its because we haven't been well informed by our social worker and so a scathing letter was written and a not so nice response was sent back to us. Now we maybe royally screwed because of angering the director of our adoption agency- we had every right to be pissed off and we were getting screwed either way. Unfortunately, now things are out in the open and before they were being kept quiet. Maybe it was because Dad got into a car crash today. Or maybe its because I have to go to the doctor tomorrow to make sure this weird bug bite on my neck is not from a tick with lymes disease. hmmm....hard to figure out what has sent me over the edge. All i want right now is for little sis to be out of the house already! i cannot take much more of the resentment (on my end and hers) and the constant annoying, frustrating, down right stupid and dangerous (to herself) behaviors! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
OK i better go face the music and have dinner with the family. Pray I survive without saying anything too stupid.
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