growing up

There are now 10 hours until my childhood friend Danielle marries her sweetheart.  I just got back from the night before party and was sitting here thinking about life.  Its funny how fast time moves.  One minutes I am playing in my back yard digging holes pretending to be a wolf and the next I am an adult who is trying to find her place in the world.  So many of my friends are getting married, its hard to believe that any of us are old enough to be adults let alone get married.  When other friends-who are not getting married- comment about it we will often both say "there is no way i'm ready to get married yet..." I lie.  I am ready or better to say I will be ready when the right person comes along.  Its the finding the right person thing that makes it hard. lol, oh well it will happen when it is supposed to happen.  

well i am off to bed, i am going to help Danielle with her makeup tomorrow before the wedding so i have to get up in about 6 hours to be all ready to go.  I so utterly happy for Danielle and Ben its really wonderful seeing two people who really love each other.  There is a tiny bit of jealously involved too because i want to find happiness like that but only a tiny bit because mostly i am just filled with joy for the two of them!  She is such a sweetheart and deserves all the happiness in the world and from what i have learned of Ben I couldn't imagine a better guy for her!